I'm TTC, but I'm afraid ........?

that I have a high risk of HPV and they might want me to get a hysterectomy or something and then my chances of having a baby are gone. I had a pap about a year ago and nothing was abnormal, but they later told me they don't even check for HPV and now I'm worried it got missed, maybe for many years even. I have notice I have a little bump on my l lip, but it has been hidden and I'm afraid they missed it and that It could be way worse. I want a baby and I'm afraid if I have a high risk of HPV that my chances are gone. Help I know I should go get it checked, but I'm soo scared ...any advice will help, no mean comments ty!!!